Lately I just feel like I'm wasting my life . I'm wasting time doing nothing . Time that I'll never get back .
Today I've seen that one of my ex-classmates has a TV show . He's 17 , for fuck sake . Another one became a singer over the night . She's being payed for singing at weddings . Don't get me wrong , I'm not jealous , I couldn't be happier for them and I really wish them all the luck in the world . The thing is that they made me realize that at some point I stopped reaching for the things I want . What happened with me and what am I doing with my life ?
At some point I stopped making things happen . I just waited for the Universe to do all the hard work . I do believe that I'm here for a reason . Everyone is here for a reason . I just can't figure out which is that .
If you ever found yourself in this situation and you got over it , please tell me how , I'm open for suggestions . I got myself locked in this comfort zone and I can't find the way out . I'm afraid that I will wake up one day and I'll have nothing but regrets . I'm afraid that I will wake up one day and I won't be able to make things right .