duminică, 26 mai 2013

I call this chapter of my life : Questions

 I think we all have a period in our lives when we question everything . We question our friends , we question our lifestyle , we question the clothes we have , we question our family , we question media , we question our teachers , we question school , we question religion , we question God , we question life .. but do we ever really find an answer to any of these questions ? Probably after we die we'll find the answers but nobody came back from that to tell us so far , right ?
 In my opinion , all we got are theories , opinions . We have the right to think . We have something what in romanian is called 'liberul arbitru' . It's practically the unlimited freedom to do what we want to . We will always have some people in our lives to tell us what to do . It's up to us if we want to listen to them or not . They may be right . But where's the pleasure of doing the right thing when you just followed some rules ?
  Some people claim that we don't take enough risks . That you'll succeed only if you take risks . But the truth is that we take risks every minute of our lives . Every decision we make is a risk we take . For example , I made the decision to write this post . Maybe there's someone who doesn't agree with me and (s)he will come with some very strong arguments . It's a risk I took . Well , this example might not be so good , because I don't write just to see who agrees with me , I write because I love to , and the opinions from the others are just a bonus .
  Getting back to the main idea , is this questioning period just a period or do we question things for the rest of our lives once we started ?
  Now , for example , I'm questioning myself if questioning things is good ? On one hand , it should be good , it should help us evolve psychically , but on the other hand I think questions do nothing but complicat life . Why don't we keep it simple ?
  I'm not saying that we shouldn't question anything . Some things are to be questioned , but questioning every little thing will drive us crazy . Like one of my previous quotes said ,' you'll create a problem that wasn't even there in the first place '
 Sometimes we get to question ourselves . " Am I good enough ? Am I smart enough ? Am I skinny enough ? " . Well , these questions do nothing but poison your mind . All these questions are about evolving , psychically or physically . Never stop evolving . Of course you can be a better version of yourself , but that doesn't mean you're not good enough :)

We all are angry , but each one of us for different reasons .What are you angry for ? 

miercuri, 15 mai 2013

City of Freedom

 I never thought I would fall in love with Amsterdam . I did . Amsterdam is one of the greatest cities I've ever visited . I knew from the beginning that drugs and prostitution are legal in Holland but when I saw hashish cookies and cigarettes with marijuana being sold in any shop , I couldn't help myself . It was hilarious . Not to mention that there's this neighbourhood in Amsterdam , called "The Red Neighbourhood " . It's practically a street ful of prostitutes . I never believed that such things exist . I never believed that I will see people on daylight walking on the street smoking marijuana . It is such an interesting and somehow creepy culture .
 Besides the fact that everything is legal in Holland , it is a country with an amazing architecture . I couldn't take my eyes off . I was hypnotised by everything that surrounded me .

Zaandam-Zuid (Holland)

Amsterdam , Holland

city of bikers

so weird

I just met Churchill

Hey sexy !

John Lennon , such an inspiration for me :)

singing with Freddy

what's up David ?

if you didn't already figured , my celebrities are made of wax ! All the photos are made in Madame Tussaud Museum :)

Torture Museum

some creepy lady in the Torture Museum

Red Neighbourhood

oops , I think I'm in Venice

Amsterdam Arena

chillin' in the train

such a beautiful street

now that's a ship

traditional dutch clothes


Keukenhof again

swan <3

orchideea <3

Holland(ish) stuff

Keukenhof is well-known for its beautiful gardens . It amazed me , the way they took care of those flowers :)
My adventure is over , I'm already home , screwing my best friend (long story) and tomorrow I'll go back to school . On one hand , it's great to be finally home but on the other , I wish I traveled at least one more week . Or visit at least one more city . But it's ok , I feel blessed that I had this great opportunity . There are so many places in the world that I want to see , so many things that I want to do and I already feel that there's just not enough time . And money . Something is always missing . I can't wait to go away again . People always leave , right ? Why shouldn't I do the same ?

vineri, 10 mai 2013


  My adventure in France is almost over , tomorrow we'll be heading to Holland . I didn't pack anything yet , everything is a mess and I don't feel like leaving Paris . I could stay here forever . I just miss my friends and boyfriend . But if they were here , I could stay here and need nothing else .
hotel room

such a great hotel with an awesome staff :)


Velizy . I'm obsessed with motorcycles :)

a view from the top of the Eiffel Tower

on the top of the world , haha

1st floor (Eiffel Tower)





such a creative bridge ! you write your name and your boyfriend/girlfriend's name on a padlock and live it there . forever :) so much love on this bridge !

Arc de Triomphe


Sephora on Champ-Elysees

midnight in Paris



ooops , I'm in London

brother with Stitch !

Disneyland again

guess what ?


haha , Renault

mommy & me

some beggar .

me & brother , he's afraid to go on that thing alone

Jardin des Tuileries

Jardin des Tuileries

another beggar .
Next stop : Amsterdam ! ( well , Belgium , but that's just for half an hour probably , because we'll stop there to eat and stuff like that ; buuuut the main stop is Amsterdaaaam , City of Freedom )