if you'll close your eyes it will not go away! face it! understand it! if you need to, fight it! don't let it bring you down!
what if I'm too weak to face it ?
get stronger!:D and you'll get stronger by trying to face it!:D
what if instead of getting stronger it will destroy me completely ?
what ifs don't really help you in this kind of situations! sorry ;)
Well, when I close my eyes, I see a lot more things than what I can see with my eyes wide open. So I only close my eyes when I pray.
Well, if it's still there, it probably has to be there. All you have to do is think it over aaand see what happens.Me for example, when I close my eyes I see all the things that i'd like to live...Sometimes I try to make them happen...some other times I just let them go away..and take a nap or read a book. :)
hmm , lately literature works very well for me , and so does sleeping . whenever I want to skip reality I just read .. (or sleep)as for what you said , that if it's still there it probably has to be there , I do believe that everything happens for a reason ; but when shit happens .. well , sometimes it's too hard to deal with it . that's the moment when you need support from your loved ones . and that's the moment when my character doesn't help me , because I'm just too complicated :)